Another loss for us

***warning: possible TMI***

We hadn't announced it yet. Mostly because we had just found out about it ourselves but we were expecting again. We weren't actively trying since the miscarriage I had in April but at the beginning of June I picked up a pregnancy test, pretty much to confirm to myself that my monthly friend would be visiting. I was pretty damn shocked when a + came up on the test.

We held off telling this time, only telling my parents and a few others. Yesterday, I started bleeding. Nothing major it seemed. It didn't feel at all like it had in April.I still had hope, that is until the tissue passed. At this point I knew for certain what was happening so I got my butt up to the ER. Because I am Rh- and my husband is + I have to be given a shot of immune globulin (WinRho) while pregnant (at 28 weeks) as well as after each birth. In this case I needed to be given it upon miscarriage as well.

Now I have to go back for more bloodwork Monday morning and an ultrasound as well. I can't begin to tell you the feeling of laying on the same bed in the same ultrasound room as I had for all 4 of my healthy pregnancies but this time looking to make sure there was no sign of baby.

So that was my Friday.